Archive for October, 2008

Poetic Political Rant

Thursday, October 30, 2008

vigilantism corrode morality
ferocious dogmatization justify celebration of extremists
militia chivalry raid lunacy with bonbons
sweet nepotism, luscious cronyism
manipulative foreplay gone sour
crooked barbaric symphony
preaching to choir of ignorant hypocrites, evangelicals, racists
hungering victorious memorial of retaliation from Ground Zero
changelings rape this cunt of a country
shameless disregard
repugnant stench wreaks havoc
minds unhinged, fledgling citizens
imbue proliferation of cancerous magnitude
exhort nostalgia awake, prompting immediate active change
should have rejected that stolen ticket, miss congeniality
pageantry tactic, pathetic yesterday’s news
homeland security needs rehabilitation
revolt spuriousness with revolutionary folklore
paying homage to history’s lessons.

Perfunctory Misdemeanors

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Caffeine dismembers childhood evocation
visceral tearing apart deafens revelatory numbness
keen sustenance above prolific measures
vengeance hungering existential disaster
melancholic goose haunts that white house
cut beef eradicate historical detachment
archaic desiccation flounders universe into Pandora morbidity
exhortative quest marks chew only to regurgitate loneliness
black market massacre, grotesque neurosis dissects mother of pearls
imprisoned breaths choke on gushing waves born to drown traitors
execute perfunctory misdemeanors
chant away foreclosures on broken limbs
bombs of burdens succumb derelict abandonment
dry quicksand silver hung gangly contaminated visions with treacherous leaches of gangrene
hell is home
no better place to be
fuck hilarious cunts and dykes
pitiful apocalypse as I the scapegoat
eating paper, killed with words
welcome death sentence, in bed with calamity,
calmed by stabbings of truth.

Amorous Silhouette

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Cocoa buttery lust adorns my body like graffiti art he left behind for my eyes to drink, my mouth to savor. Our essential, seductive aromas, hidden pleasures of secret notes flow through love canals, beneath sensual curves, to ignite tongues, thighs, cheeks. They swell in yearning, as heirloom fruits stretch, engorged, absorbing tantalizing heat. Moist flesh, dripping with sweet nectar, counterbalances the delicate bitterness of separation. His thoughtful warmth encloses me in a bud of velvety petals. We belong; our passionate kernel thrives, even in mutual solitude, reclining under moon-shadows, lying like spoons, plump with adoration. Our voluptuous silhouette of irresistible reverence softens cacophonous distant winters with a burning humidity under the aphrodisiac sun. Erotic stars ripen foolish tears and become the amorous jewels of cerulean lovers. Fine, crystalline precarious thorns, juxtaposed against our oceanic thirst for intimacy, bestow a crowned honor to the beholder of voracious loyalty. A faithful knot of vows awaits kimono winds to deliver snowflake kisses and unveil cynical misanthropists with the splendor of a thousand red-crowned cranes. Beads of red sparks wash away black dust; dizzying glows intensify with a heart-shaped craving to satiate ravenous existence. Smitten adulation, an unwavering twinge, resuscitates the poetic, exotic romance in our tender spirits, jazzing up our sweltering, unconditional engagement of devoted love. Our uncompromising ring of friendship promises courtship for infinite reincarnations.

Karma

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Fuck this family I was given,
threatening with an ultimatum of
a choice between Him or Them.
Self-indulgent and foolish
to believe in play of terrorization and coercion.
I won’t fall for their trap of menace
and sacrifice my passage of fulfilled happiness and absolute contentment.
How ironic, they are convinced of their power over shallow knowledge of ignorance and determined in their righteous virtue of honorable antiquity.
I will not fall prey to their bait of guilt, shame, and betrayal,
for I have done nothing wrong but to offer my unconditional love to a mature, kind, smart white man who saved me from self-punishment rooted in their provision of an abusive childhood environment.
How absurd to deny my right to this life I corrected.
How illogical to claim any right, once abandoned and neglected.
Their fluctuation from convenient absentmindedness of distraction to forceful awareness of egotism is blatantly mocking, ridiculous, vulgar and frankly insulting.
Shoot me, kill me, do me as they please but spare me the lecture of a life never lived, a life privileged and secluded, a life I despise and abhor with everything I know to be true, genuine, and meaningful.
Clearly I have grown beyond their zone of comfort, degree of perception, and scope of cultural embrace but how dare they revoke complete accountability with such quick fingers to point and blame me for my selfishness to choose based on self-interest and absolute disregard to their pain of a shattered, artificial dream.
I refuse to be apologetic any more for my stubborn nature, my extreme resilience to adversity, and my willingness to risk and change for the better.
I live and stand proud on my own, without my kin;
I will die in peace, effortless without regrets.
And I am certain my Grandmother will welcome me with profound love and congratulate my ferocious, dynamic life like hers.
I believe in karma and my family will face their devils on their own time.